How Do I Still Cope?

I will answer very quickly someone who commented that if they were me they would kill themselves in my position.

Well, it aint that bad. At the end of the day I walk away from the school. I dont take work hom. I dont think about it once I am out the school gates. It doesnt dominate my life like my last job back home did, although if you listen to me down the pub tonight you might think it does.

You do get pleasant surprises like I did today. One kid in my worst class actually managed to get some individual time with me today and I was very pleasantly surprised in that his English is actually bloody good and he is a very polite little boy. Unfortunately he is submerged most of the time by the other snotty little sods who dominate my time by trying to control them in keping things down to a dull roar.

And lets face it, if you want to kill yourself over a stupid thing like a job then get another job or go top yourself and prove Darwin right.